Wednesday, November 16, 2005

MY DREAM HOME WAS CONDEMNED BY AOL



Having an ad

Placed on a Journal is like

Buying your dream home and

Having the realtor's sign

In the front yard for

The rest of your life

cMp

©2005 Copyright

Wednesday, November 9, 2005

BLOGOSPHERE OF BLOGDOM

                    THE BIRTHDAY OF A JOURNAL IS  A

                  CAUSE FOR CELEBRATION IN J~LAND

                   ALTHOUGH A JOURNAL MIGHT HAVE

                             BEEN BORN A YEAR AGO

                           A YEAR AFTER ITS INCEPTION

                                    YOU WILL FEEL LIKE

                                YOU ARE MARRIED TO IT

 

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SEARCHING FOR AN AUTHOR'S  JOURNAL IN

           THE NEW AGE REQUIRES

                      SPACE AGE AUTHORS TO BE FOUND ON

                                     GOOGLE THE QUINTESSENTIAL

                                                    PRODUCT  OF THE

                                                           INFORMATION AGE OF

                                                                   CYBERSPACE WHICH LEADS TO A

                                                                              BLOGOSPHERE IN J~lAND

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"A BLOG IS AN ORAL HISTORY"........AOL

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"A PHOTOGRAPHIC BLOG

                            MUST BE AN OPTICAL HISTORY "

"A PRAYER BLOG IS A

                                SPIRITUAL HISTORY"....................cMp

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THE RESPITE FOUND IN  J~LAND IS A

              SOOTHING BALM FOR THE BRAIN

                              CERTAIN TO COOL AND

                                              QUENCH RAGING FIRES IN

                                                                 TURBULENT GRAY MATTER

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AFTER PAYING A GREAT  PRICE

            GOD BEQUEATHED ME WITH A

                   FAR GREATER GIFT  THAN

                            I HAD IMAGINED

                                      AN ENORMOUS LOVING FAMILY  IN BLOGDOM

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          THANK YOU FOR YOUR

                          SUPPORTIVE COMMENTS AND

                                          MOST OF ALL

                                                             YOUR LOVE

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TIME IS THE GREATEST GIFT

                       WE HAVE TO GIVE AS

                                       OUR INTEREST IN ANOTHER IS

                                                           THE GREATEST TESTIMONY TO

                                                                                         OUR LOVE

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IT OCCURED TO ME THE REAL WORLD IS SUPERFICIAL

              THIS SUPPOSEDLY SUPERFICIAL WORLD IN J~LAND IS

                                   ACTUALLY FILLED WITH AUTHENTICITY

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FINDING YOUR JOURNAL

                      LISTED ON A FAVORITE SITE

                                       IS AN ACHIEVMENT

                                                          NOT UNLIKE AN A +

                                                                       ACHIEVED IN SCHOOL

                                                                                     MANY YEARS AGO

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BLOGOSPHERE MADNESS CAN BE SUMMED UP

         BY LOOKING AT THIS  FACT:

                     THE TIME AN AUTHOR SPENDS

                            WITH HIS JOURNAL AND

                                   TWO HUNDRED CLOSE FRIENDS IN  J~lAND

                                            IN ONE YEAR

                                                     A BEST SELLING NOVEL

                                                             COULD HAVE BEEN COMPLETED

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  TAKING DOWN ALL THE ADS FOR

                   BLOGS NOMINATED FOR THE

                       VIVI AWARDS

                              REQUIRED MORE TIME THAN

                                      PUTTING AWAY A HOUSEFUL OF

                                               HALLOWEEN DECORATIONS

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                            cMp

                                                                    ©2005 Copyright

 

 

Tuesday, November 1, 2005

TRUTH AND CONSEQUENCES

                                      "YE SHALL KNOW THE TRUTH

                                     THE TRUTH SHALL SET YOU FREE

                                           THEN YOU ARE FREE INDEED"

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ONCE I HEARD THE LORD SPEAK TO ME

"NEAR NO MAN

                          BE ORPHANED NO MORE"

SEARCHING THE CONCORDANCE FOR

                THE WORD "ORPHAN"

                                     JESUS SAID,

         "I WILL NOT LEAVE YOU AS ORPHANS .

                  I WILL SEND MY HOLY SPIRIT TO

                         GUIDE YOU TO ALL TRUTH."

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I DEDUCED MY FATHER IN HEAVEN

             WANTED TO BE MY FATHER

                           I WOULD HAVE NO NEED TO

                                                TURN TO A PRIEST

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AS I ATTEMPTED TO LIVE UP TO

     EVERYONE'S EXPECTATIONS IN LIFE

             A WISE WOMAN SAID TO ME

                      "IF OTHERS LOVE YOU FOR YOUR ACT

                                    THEY ARE IN LOVE WITH YOUR ACT

                                                   NOT WITH YOU"

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WHEN I EMBARKED ON THE ROAD OF ABSOLUTE AUTHENTICITY

            BEING TRUE TO MYSELF WOULD SEEM TO BE  CORRECT

                              UNFORTUNATELY THE WORLD IN WHICH I LIVED

                                           FOUND MY CHOICES TOTALLY UNACCEPTABLE

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TRUTH IS THE ESSENCE OF OUR SOUL

             HOW COULD THIS BE

                        WOULD THOSE WHO TRULY LOVE YOU

                                             DESIRE TO KILL YOUR VERY  SOUL

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WHEN I WAS YOUNG

        I WAS KNOWN FOR

                 TELLING IT LIKE IT IS

                         I WAS WARNED...I WAS HONEST TO A FAULT

                                   SOMEDAY COMPLETE HONESTY WILL BE

                                              BITE YOU IN THE BACK 

                                                           TELLING THE TRUTH WILL BE

                                                                              USED AGAINST YOU

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I CONTINUED BEING HONEST

           WITH RECKLESS ABANDON

                     UNTIL MY CLOSEST CONFIDANT

                                USED MY HONESTY AGAINST ME

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BEFORE YOUR IMAGINATIONS

          RUN AWAY WITH YOU

                     MY UNFORGIVEABLE CHOICE WAS TO

                                 FALL IN LOVE AND CHOOSE TO

                                         LIVE WITH THE MAN I LOVED

                                                        RATHER THAN MARRY

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THE SAD SITUATION:         HE DIED IN AN ACCIDENT

            IF OTHERS HAD POSTPONED GOSSIP

                      OTHERS MIGHT HAVE POSTPONED JUDGEMENT

                               SUBSEQUENT EVENTS WOULD HAVE CAUSED

                                                   THERE TO HAVE BEEN NOTHING

                                                                   WHATSOEVER TO JUDGE

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WHEN SOMEONE IS HELD IN JUDGEMENT

             THE REALITY THEY ARE HELD IN

                        MAY NO LONGER EXIST

                                     EXCEPT IN THE EYES OF

                                                    THOSE IN JUDGEMENT

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TRUE LOVE MUST BE A

              DIFFICULT THING FOR 

                       SANCTIMONIOUS SOULS TO FORGIVE

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AUTHENTICITY MIGHT  MEAN

                PAYING A GREAT PRICE AND

                            LOSING THE LOVE AND RESPECT  OF

                                   THOSE WE CARED ABOUT MOST 

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SUDDEN CHANGES IN MY LIFE

                    WERE PERMANENT

                             THE ESSENCE OF MY BEING WAS

                                       SUDDENLY LOST TO

                                              ANOTHER PLACE AND

                                                                TIME

                                                     

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                           NOW FOR A LITTLE LEVITY

          ONE OF THE ADVANTAGES OF GROWING OLD

                            HORMONES NO LONGER

                    HURL YOU INTO RELATIONSHIPS

                                 BETTER LEFT ALONE

 

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                                            cMp          ©2005 Copyright

                                                                    

Friday, October 28, 2005

MEN

                                              

                                                                 

         Men rugged as mountains cool as                

         Mountain streams capture our hearts             

          Strength shouts from quiet emotion             

          Striding through life unencumbered             

            By sensitivities causing others' pause            

         Trifling with femininity gathering steam              

            To conquer a world on chosen paths            

          Curious contemplative courageous curt               

            Comely charismatic coded characters             

           Preening their superiority surrendering           

          Never to life's onslaught or their own heart

                                
CMP


 

 

                                                                                

      

Saturday, October 1, 2005

COURTENAY'S EPIGRAMS

 

              W O R D S

 

THE WORDS WE SAY

                            ARE THE WORDS

                                                   WE BREATHE

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IN OTHER WORDS

             WORDS GIVE LIFE TO

                            THOUGHTS  IN OUR LIFE

                                            AS BREATH

                                                               GIVES LIFE TO THE BODY

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I WOULD NOT BE ABLE TO SAY

              I HAVE GIVEN BIRTH

                            TO ONE IDEA

                                             IN MY LIFE

                                                        MY LIFE ACTUALLY HAS

                                                                      GIVEN BIRTH TO THE

                                                                                       WORDS FORMED ON THE PAGE

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                                          PRACTICE UNDERSTANDING

                                                      WITH SILENCE

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                                           OUR THOUGHTS ARE

                                                         ALL

                                                      WE ARE

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                       WITH WORDS

                                   WE EXPRESS OUR THOUGHTS

                                                                 WE NEED TO WATCH THEM

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GLISTENING WAS

       A WORD CHOSEN TO

                DESCRIBE ME

                        DELIVERING

                               A BURDEN OF SORTS

                                           LIVING UP TO THE WORD

                                                    GLISTENING

                                                               MEANT NEVER CHOOSING

                                                                           A WORD TO

                                                                                   TARNISH ANOTHER'S

                                                                                              OPINION OF ME

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WORDS WHIRLPOOL INTO

                      FEROCIOUS TIDES

                                           HELD BACK BY DAMS

                                                               OF SOCIAL ACCEPTANCE

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a-a-a-h-h-h  INTRIGUE

                      THE STUFF

                        PERISHING RELATIONSHIPS 

                                       ARE MADE OF

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HOWEVER BLUNT OR DISTASTEFUL AN

      HONEST APPROACH MIGHT APPEAR

           THE SUGAR COATED VERSION OF DECEPTION

                    WILL RUIN THE TASTE OF ANY 

                                 FURTHER CONVERSATION

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OUR THOUGHTS ARE THE ENERGY OF COMMUNICATION

              FALSEHOODS SHORTCIRCUIT FURTHER COMMUNICATION

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DECEPTION OR MISREPRESENTATION CAUSES AN

          IDYLLIC IMAGE TO CRASH TO THE GROUND AND

                        SHATTER INTO A MILLION DIFFERENT PIECES

                                           NEVER TOBE RESURRECTED AGAIN

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                     DECEIT IS MORE PAINFUL THAN ANY REALITY !

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                                 TRUE FRIENDS NEVER

                                               TALK BEHIND YOUR BACK OR

                                                           TAKE ADVANTAGE OF YOU 

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                                 MEAN WHAT YOU SAY OR

                                                 KEEP SILENT

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                                 TRUCES ARE WHAT WE DO

                                                WHEN WE DO NOT WANT TO

                                                                 TALK ANYMORE

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EACH ENTRY IN MY JOURNAL IS WRITTEN FROM MY HEART...     

        MY HEART LEAPS WITH JOY 

                   WHEN I SEE WHAT YOUR COMMENT

                                 THANK YOU FOR BEING SO SUPPORTIVE...

                                                                                                    WRITTEN BY COURTENAYMPHELAN  © 2005

Sunday, September 18, 2005

The Corrupted Counter

Word to the wise...never invite all of your friends to your site;

 if they all arrive at once it wipes out your counter

the one meaningful memory of those who have

appreciated your efforts enough to visit..CMP

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If writing in a journal on line

      Was strictly for the author

            A counter would not be necessary

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If a counter is an indicator  of love and support

        It's absence is a heartfelt  anguish and loss

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Preparing an entry is time consuming...

       Time is our greatest gift

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I had to laugh....On a friends

       Favorite sites it read

                 Many journals of Courtenay

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Fatal Error was spawned from a gentleman's

         Fatal error  with me on Lovematch.com

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Wisdom...................Well you know

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Discernment houses my epigrams

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Courtenay's Cannister holds the meme's

            Floating around J-Land

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My Meandering Muse 

       Dictation from some ethereal realm or

                Where I may speak from my heart

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Prayers from the Heart is self-explanatory

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Rebecca warned  about using

             my personal name

I attempted to transfer

                 my endeavors to the name

Astral Asterisk

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Astral Asterisk is the heroine in

              The Golden Book Of Truth

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Rhymes for the Tymes  ...my poetry

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Pearls of Wisdom......my epigrams

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Pray Always .....my Prayer Journal

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Space Cadet deals with concerns of my personal life

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Do you know what happened ?

        I could not leave my loyal readers !

Thank you for dropping by and

   I am sad the numbers were lost on

          Fatal Error but I would not

               Have missed

                     Your inspiring comments

                             For anything in the world

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If you all want to jump over to Fatal Error

you will be introduced to diamante poetry...

this is my site for  the Poetry Dance

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                                 C M P

 

 

 

 

 

Saturday, September 17, 2005

BLOGOSPHERE OF J-LAND

MY WORLD

    FILLED WITH ANXIETY

          CAUSES ME TO SEEK IN J-LAND

                  CONTENTMENT AND PEACE AND 

                           SPIRITUAL GROWTH THROUGH A

                                  HOST OF WONDERFUL WRITERS AND

                                               PHOTOGRAPHERS OF THEIR WORLD

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I KNOW THERE ARE MANY RESPONSIBILITIES

          I NEGLECtT YET I FIND WRITING TO BE A

                    SOOTHING BALM SLIPPING OVER MY RAGING BRAIN

                                         THAT IS THE ADDICTION TO J-LAND

                                                  MY PAIN STOPS FOR HOWEVER LONG

                                                                I WISH TO REMAIN

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MAYBE IT IS BECAUSE WE CONTRIBUTE

       MAYBE IT IS BECAUSE WE ARE THOROUGHLY APPRECIATED

            MAYBE IT IS BECAUSE THE WORDS ON THE PAGE ARE

                    OUR SOUL AND WHO WE TRULY ARE

                          YOU CANNOT ENTER J-lAND WITHOUT LEAVING

                                    FEELING  ONE HUNDRED PER CENT BETTER

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 NO ONE IN J-LAND CARES ABOUT

THE HOUSE

        THE CAR

             THE CLOTHES

                      THE BOAT

                          THE JOB

                                THE SOCIAL LIFE OR

                                         THE MONEY

FOR THE FIRST TIME A RELATIONSHIP IS BORN OF THE SPIRIT.....

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  A JOURNAL IS OUR SOUL

               ONLY A SOUL...

                               OUR JOURNEY IN  J-LAND COMPRISES

                                              ONE SOUL

                                                           CONVERSING

                                                                          WITH ANOTHER

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KEEPING A JOURNAL

      IN THE NEW AGE IS AKIN TO

            OPENING A VIAL IN ANCIENT TIMES

                     WHAT POURS FROM WITHIN

                                 HEALS DEEP WOUNDS

                                            OUR COMMENTS ARE THE ELIXIR

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WHEN I LEAVE A COMMENT

       I LOVE RECEIVING A PERSONAL EMAIL FROM THE AUTHOR

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   SAVING PERSONAL MESSAGES  OR COMMENTS

                    MEANS THE MESSAGE

                              MAY BE SAVORED ON  THE DAY

                                          ALL AUTHORS FEEL DISCOURAGED

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IT IS BETTER NOT TO CLICK THE FORWARD BUTTON

            YOU MIGHT LOSE A WONDERFUL FRIEND 

                       FEARFUL OF CATCHING A VIRUS 

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A COMMENT LEFT

                 ON YOUR JOURNAL

                            IS LIKE BEING

                                           KISSED GOOD NIGHT

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I HAVE EXPERIENCED MORE

         LOVE AND UNDERSTANDING

                ACCEPTANCE AND

                        INTEREST IN MY CRAFT THROUGH THE

                                  COMMENTS LEFT ON MY JOURNALS   

                                            THAN FROM THOSE WHO

                                                        MAINTAIN THEY LOVE ME

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A JOURNAL OPENS A PLACE

      DEEP IN OUR HEARTS

                   WHERE IT IS DARK   

                                 LONELY AND

                                           PAINFUl

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  I HAVE FOUND

           WHEN WE OPEN OUR HEARTS TO OTHERS...

                   ONLY THEN CAN TRUE LIGHT ENTER AND

                             CHASE AWAY THE DARKNESS

                                        REMOVE THE PAIN AND

                                                ACTUALLY HEAL  THE WOUND

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IN A JOURNAL

            WE MAY FIND

                       OUR VERY OWN HEART

                                      PAINTED ON

                                                   ANOTHER'S PAGE

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ONCE I REALIZED

I SPENT A THIRD OF MY LFE SLEEPING

           AND A THIRD OF MY LIFE READING JOURNALS

                              I DECIDED I REALLY CANNOT AFFORD

                                               TO SPEND ANOTHER  HOUR ON COSMETICS

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         WRITING IN A JOURNAL IS ONE WAY

             TO GO OFF ON A SPIEL

                          WITHOUT BEING INTERRUPTED

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WHAT MORE COMFORTABLE  PLACE

      TO ENTERTAIN

                   A HUNDRED OF MY CLOSEST  FRIENDS

                              THAN IN MY BOUDOIR

                                            ON MY LAPTOP

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EACH ENTRY IN MY JOURNAL IS WRITTEN FROM MY HEART...     

              MY HEART LEAPS WITH JOY  WHEN I SEE YOUR COMMENT

                                    THANK YOU FOR BEING SO SUPPORTIVE

                                                                                              WRITTEN BY COURTENAYMPHELAN  © 2005